有一种回忆叫遗忘
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有一种情绪叫烦躁                                                 
                                                                 
在这一年的最后一天,灵魂深处有一股无法名状的力量让我躁动不安。           
                                                                 
我不可遏制得敲打着键盘,黑色的屏幕上再次留下一行行空洞的文字。 
                                                                 
就如同我此刻的头脑,风暴卷起漫天的黄沙,                         
                                                                 
任它呼啸吧,在这死寂的戈壁不会有谁倒下 

——没有人,甚至没有一截枯死的树桩。                                 
                                                                 
有一种习惯叫犯贱                                                 
                                                                 
张楚说:孤独的人是可耻的。                                       
                                                                 
萨特说:他人即是地狱。                                           
                                                                 
作一个可耻的孤独者,还是落入地狱 

——这是一个问题。               
                                                                 
地狱中没有光,黑暗中我被自己的影子照亮。                   
                                                                 
我听到他在笑,他在笑我这自作多情的贱种, 

这笑声让我坐卧不安,在这笑声中我落荒而逃。                            
                                                                      
于是,回到阳光下,发现额头耻辱的印记更加清晰。                              
                                                                      
抬头看这久违的天空,如此通透的蓝色倾泻而下, 

压在身上,令人喘不过气。  
                                                                      
于是,轮回般得再次沦落——四面都是地狱。                              
                                                                      
那天在步行街看到一个疯子,不说你也可以猜到他的模样:                  
                                                                      
衣衫褴褛,满脸泥垢,嘴里唱着没人能听懂的歌                            
                                                                      
——我常常想起他。                                                    
                                                                      
有一种状态叫yy                                                        
                                                                      
今年学会了一个新词:yy。也可以说意淫,这个称呼太诗化,我不喜欢。      
                                                                      
人类一思考上帝就会发笑——这家伙又开始yy了。                              
                                                                      
我yy,面朝大海,春暖花开。                                                    
                 
我yy,你那倾城倾国貌,我这多愁多病身。                          
                                                                
我yy,给我一根杠杆,我将翘起这地球。                            
                                                                
我yy,有的人死了,他还活着;有的人活着,他已经死了。            
                                                                
我从yy中醒来,又在yy中睡去。                                    
                                                                
只有yy是真实的,生活不过是幻像。                                
                                                    

有一种记忆叫遗忘                                                
                                                                
一月,二月……直到十一月,十二月。                            
                                                                
我想起坐在火车上,看车窗外一根根灰色的电线杆飞驰而过,      
                                                                
不记得是从何处开始,也不知道何时会结束,                        
                                                                
它们排列整齐,它们着装统一,它们钢筋铁骨,它们无声无息,        
                                                                
有一天,它们倒下,身旁野草丛生,它们的尸首却让大地无法下咽。 

第一天,第二天……直到这最后一天。          
                                          
那嘀哒声如同魔咒,解除这魔咒的唯有遗忘 

——于是我获救了。 
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